blog assignment #3-expertise

I am really good at singing. I've been practicing nearly my whole life. I've had 9 singing lessons with a singing teacher at UCI College and she goes to Japan to teach every summer from the end of May to around the middle of September. The singing lessons are pretty expensive. It's 5 singing lessons for $250.00. Thats the reason why it can't be part of my regular schedule. As soon as I had my very first singing lesson, i started singing correctly.

Before I had any singing lessons, I used to always sing with my talking voice and then once I got a singing teacher, I learned how to sing the right way and now it became a habit and I can remember how. When she first taught me,it was hard to remember it for a while but then it became unforgettable which is good. Along with all of this, I've been wanting to be a famous singer since I was 5 years old in Kindergarten. Whenever I talked to my dad about this wish, he would always tell me to keep practicing. He never told me anything else no matter what I told him or asked him.                                                                  Ever since I was 5, it's been my #1 wish and biggest wish. I've been wanting it extremely badly and I dont know how I can get discovered besides using a camcorder to record myself singing a song and putting it on youtube and I can't do that because I dont have a camcorder and they're a lot of money and with the place I live at, we can't ever have access to internet and there are never any exceptions no matter what.
I've gotten lots of compliments from a lot of people saying that I sing really well and I have a really good singing voice too. And because I've heard it so many times and those people look and sound serious, I actually believe it now when at first I didnt. I thought they were just saying that to make me mad because I've always wanted to be a famous singer. I really love singing too and I've practiced a lot and I always sing to music whenever Im listening to music. It's hard to avoid singing when Im listening to music.
But yes,I love singing and Im really good at it. I have no idea how I can just become a famous singer already. Whenever Im listening to music,I get more and more jealous of the singers and the more jealous I am and the more I have to wait,the bigger the wish becomes. Just like all of them that love to sing and take advantage of that and become famous singers,I've always wanted to take advantage of my wish and talent by becoming a famous singer too and keep that as my career for my whole life. I feel like it's just not fair at all to me. Out of all people in my family that love to sing,and love music,Im the only one with a good singing voice,the only one that wants to become a famous singer,and they all just sing in their talking voices and they don't want to take any singing lessons or anything. And I have a couple friends with this same wish and they cant even sing well and they wont sing in front of anyone no matter what. I used to be too nervous to sing in front of people, but Im not that way anymore really. I've done Karaoke at this church once in December 2010 and I've sang at a couple talent shows also.